Just my babble/ramble about my hayat (life) incidents.
I'm standing in the dark, "seeing nothing but hope!". I'm Jaanu, a fat (chubby) young girl and I always used to be discouraged by everyone (free of cost) since my childhood. I seriously don't know who gave them the rights to pass comments on me.
"Oh! Sorry, I know!!! It's me..."😣
(Reader's mind voice: she is trying something🤓)
" Yeah! Really it's me. I gave rights to my relatives (Fate)😪" what can I do then? I cannot fight with them infront of my parents. Even my parents scold me with them for being fat!
Relatives are like forest fire😝 They fired the situation easily. In my case, they just ask me to go for walk to reduce weight infront of my parents. Then my parents start their theory of lessons, some scoldings, some beatings, some threatening, blah blah...!😴
"Everyone can tolerate others words but not a single word of their parents!"
Isn't she lovely! All alone!!
From that time, (social) distance😂 between me and my parents started( still continues- more stories to write for me - more to read for you✌🏾)
"Anyway! As a well matured girl! I know how to handle or to control my emotions when someone teases me. But when I was a child I couldn't." I cried many times for being like that (still now).
But one thing I told myself since my childhood is that
"YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL...!!!"
Voice of the child:
Dear mom/dad,
- Please understand my feelings, my thought.
- It hurts me more when you don't support me.
- I love you அம்மா &அப்பா (mom &dad)❤️
Parents love
(My drawing)
Back to my story, I'm going to complete my "silver Jubilee" (in age). Still I'm not having any idea of what to do in my career( Vip- Engineering)😖and also in my appearance 😏
Like all of you, I'm eagerly searching my path for success. So that's why I started my blog!
"I couldn't believe it!" Yesterday, I decided to start my blog. Today I'm here. Long way to go... Keep supporting!
By,
JAANU
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